countdown underway

christmas is in just 3 short days! and john gets here in 2! it's going to be very hard for me not to just rip open those presents immediately when john gets here but i think i should be able to keep some resolve. christmas morning is not too far away. then it's off to my "unique" "christmas" celebration with my jewish friends where the atheists, the mennonite, the jews and a few stray americans will gather round for some vegetarian cuisine, open christmas crackers and get shit-faced on bailey's... happy christmas!

in other random and irritating news, it appears that the majority of people in canada are bigots. in a recent poll for global (should i be surprised) it was found that a startling 46% believe a good solution to our current border insecurity is to ban new immigrants from muslim countries. isn't that brilliant? let me just check- it must be 1950 and strom thurmond is the new prime minister of canada! honestly people- do you really believe that muslims are the real problem? maybe it's because after the christians tried to kill everyone else (the crusades), steal all their resources (imperialism), run their countries (colonialization) and restrict the rights of the rest of the world ("diplomacy"), some people finally got a little pissed off. even with that being said, let's recap... stalin: not a muslim, hitler: not a muslim, george bush sr.: not a muslim, george bush jr.: not a muslim, oppenheimer: not a muslim, timothy mcveigh: not a muslim, paul bernardo: not a muslim, david koresh: not a muslim... seems to me like we should stop letting white people into canada as they're the real fucking problem.

out of a need to vent (recognizing this will be indecipherable to most of the world but, hey, this is my blog)... my heart is filled with so much hate. to have someone i love be hurt so badly. i don't believe in hell and i truly want to keep christian thoughts in my head but today i really wish that if there was a really extra hot spot in hell that i could banish them all for the pain they have caused my family...

venting complete. more happy christmas stuff to follow soon!

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