Fumbling Towards Ecstasy

About a boy who randomly posts but is filled with many thoughts, most of them ridiculous, some stupid and the odd one intriguing...

Sunday, June 09, 2002

yesterday was a really nice, relaxing day. i got up, got my hair cut, lazed around the house, read the paper, locked myself out of the house and then cooked dinner for a friend and watched the hanging garden (a movie i still get lots out of despite having seen it way too many times). today was church and now i'm doing some writing.

so, for any of you out there who have gotten the impression that i somehow think very highly of myself or that i project an aura of intellectual arrogance, sorry for sending the wrong impression. at my core, i am vulnerable, super-sensitive and attempt to be very empathetic. i am trusting and passionate but at the same time significantly flawed. in short, i'm human. i make lots of mistakes but am grateful to the wise people in my life who not only inspire me and keep me thinking but also humble me to recognize just who I really am.

(p.s. Matt- that's almost something i would say anyway so i hardly think it counts. i tried so hard and that was my own personal compromise- once again, my flaws are evident!)