Fumbling Towards Ecstasy

About a boy who randomly posts but is filled with many thoughts, most of them ridiculous, some stupid and the odd one intriguing...

Saturday, September 28, 2002

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it all starts here... well, not really. in a way, it's just a continuation of the journey. i didn't know if i was going to get a chance to blog tonight. i have so many thoughts running through my head. i wanted to blog earlier this week about artiface and when art becomes art about art about art... like the laramie project. but no, now's not the time or the venue...

i wanted to blog about love. i wanted to discuss sentimentality and that moment when your heart just honestly sheds tears. but that would seem trite or contrived...

so, instead, i will simply depart. to continue being who i am, yet adapting and becoming new. i take a piece of each of you who have known me well with you. i thought about naming all of you but that leaves no room for spontaneity or assumes that we can truly know where inspiration lies. instead, i will simply thank generally, for i have been given a life that i find stunning and wonderful and awesome (in the true sense of the world) and humbling...

to life...

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